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    July 30

    new target....but still early????

    august coming...
    result will be release in 3 more weeks
    my feeling now is
    i do pray hard for not failing any subjects...
    i pray...
    i pray...
    i pray...hard
     
    recently got another planning
    but i lost my guts n confidence to make it...
    cos acca ald give me a lot of scare n worries...
    before this i think that acca is the end...
    but now i got another dream...
    but now feel like too early
    erm...really no guts to go for it...
    scare of failure...
     
    CONFIDENCE WHERE ARE U????
    i have been searching u for such a long time
    GAMBATE
     
     

    27 July 2007

    27 July 2007
    for 11th INTIMA ADVENTURE CLUB committees
    is our last day of officially serving adv club
    and our contribution has to be made an end and 
    our also have to be evaluated
     
    FINALLY...
    we made it...
    WE ARE THE BEST CLUB for 4 years consecutively
    actually for me myself is left 50/50 
     
    and all of us become old birds le...
    and i shall serve for INTIMA as well...
    not time to take rest as well...
    feel envy a bit for those who busy whole year then can rest now and took the advisor position...hahahaha
    erm...think positively...bear with it...
    luckily i got jason n cj...
    if not die gaogao...
    dunno whether can work together or not...due to the head also haiz...dunno how to say...
    wait he do thing first..
    i dun wan to comment now...
    hope that i evaluate wrongly...really hopefullly is me myself evaluate wrong...
    i really start sien to work with them...
    even haven start the 1st event...
    but the 11th INTIMA style of meeting n doing things...i feel like i cant accept..
    really worse than adv club which we used to be kelam kabut ald...
    see how then...
    i hope next year installation night i really wont regret that i had joined intima...
    i do hope next year is my turn to cry on the stage like them...
     
        
    July 11

    tomoro is the final...SuPeR IdOl

    tomorrow is the show...
    what the feeling now...
    nervous++++
    i really scare i just miss the key....
    enter wrongly then die lo..
    running nose now
    really feel stress...
    stress to present with my partner
    this may be a challenge to me...
    i really persuade myself not to hate him...
    have to tolerate....one more day..
    i will be free.....
    i gain a lot here
    conclusion is no regret...
    hope tomoro we will have a good show...
    haiz...tomoro gonna practise again...
    i scare i scare i scare...
    lost my confidence ald
    how???
     
    mr lai not coming haiz...
    disappointed again....
    blek....mr lai....
     
    July 02

    bad mood

    bad mood now..
    wonder tat nothing is still pending now...
    all the thing change n change...
    everything is like not in my control range...
    thing pending,hp spoilt,kena marah...
    rush rush rush...........
    i hate this kind of feeling...
    damn stress,tired,
    i need rest...
    how to practise,voice problem,
    go die better....
    #%$^&*()_+)(*&^%$#@%^&*()_
     
    mr lai....wondering tat u are by my side...
    but the thing is
    impossible...
    okay...i just shout out...
    i din mean to make u feel difficult...
    eeeeeeeeeee