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    April 29

    Fin@LLy

    今天好早起床了
    载了爸爸上班
    就去买了早餐
    到了学校
    下雨了
    哈哈
    老天爷知道我不舍得他
    帮忙我流眼泪
    果然是大白痴
    真的变傻了很多
    以前坚强的我呢?
    不,应该说
    我是蛤or拉拉
    玉芬男朋友给我的称号
    外表很硬
    但里面却很容易受伤
    真的吗???
     
    看到他的家人
    不懂要讲些什么
    平常八卦的我
    很静
    哈哈
    原来我也是很内向的拉
    对吗?
     
    吃了午饭
    真的要各分东西了
    大肥,晋阁,hendy
     
    等到了他的短讯
    哈哈
    叫我不要想念他
    我可以吗?
    一定可以拉~~~
    我喔~~~
    不是盖的拉
     
    现在最紧要的
    就是要准备考试了
    倒数一个月
    加油加油
    肥嘟嘟加油
    你可以的
    有信心一点点拉~~~
     
    肚腩帮
    你们要加油了
    祝福你们
    good luck..........
    bon voyage

     

    April 27

    LOVE & MISS

    今天大家都回家了,
    而我呢?
    上完四点课再回吧~~~
     
    孤单,失落,有一点
    讨厌分开的感觉
    EE a.k.a 肚腩 gangs
    你们要加油
    祝前程似锦
     
    而他呢?也会回家了
    毕业了
    要到另一个里程碑了
    大肥猪
    我祝福你梦想成真
     
    考试期间无数关心的短训,ginger bread man,八角罐里的天使小猪,爱心巧克力,
    圣诞树,爱心书签,情侣吊饰,另我感动的贝壳,从热浪岛带回来的衣服
    我都把它们放在心上
    记在脑里
     
    Sg.lembing>malacca trip>1 day pilot>survival camp>arabian mint tea>
    appreciation nite>movies>sing Ks>ulu yam>>>TO BE CONTINUE
     
    一年半来你都是我的专用出气筒
    大概没有后悔吧???
    谢谢你
    为我分担,哄我,支持我
    感动了
     
    地儿地儿
    加油加油
    肥嘟嘟永远站你这边
     
    想念你~~~ LOVE & MISS 
     
     
     
     
    April 26

    搬房

    超累
    全身酸痛
    哎~~~
    奈何
    还要是三楼
    疯掉
    从A 搬下来
    已经是要倒了
    上D,幸好有龙来帮
    再来,去G 搬小傻的
    上三楼搬
    然后
    诗芳帮我们上D
    还好有她
    我们的腰,手,脚都要断了
    搬完了手在抖,脚麻,用力过度了
    GUARD问没有男生帮忙吗?
    哈,好讽刺哦~
    TAK ADA
    回答了过后
    心很酸
    生气加想哭啊~
    没关系,习惯就好~~~
     
    April 23

    R.I.P

    今天又恢复正常了
    又开始要学业了,要考试了
     
    星期四的早上,正准备去上课,受到妈妈打来的电话,
    公公去世的噩耗还是传来了
    千万的不舍得,但可以怎样?只希望他好走,安息
    虽然有心理准备了,但在那一刻还是难以接受的,
    回到家就跟妈妈去筹钱,
    过后下到叔叔家,已开始搭棚了,
    开到爸爸,心有酸了一下,载爸爸去剪头发,
    爸说公公样子安祥,那我也放心一点,
    三点多公公回到家了,看到回来的一付棺木,酸酸的,但接受了,
    对他来说是好事,天使带走了他,远离一切的痛苦,
    之前的一天,他去洗血,太辛苦了~~~奈何~~~
    隔天早上就撒手人寰,解脱了~~~
    有去看他的遗容,安祥,
    颂了两天的经,希望他好~~~
    出殡的那一天,看了最后一面,
    封棺了,眼泪就不听话的留了下来,不舍得~~~
    脑里闪过好多的画面,
    到了富贵山庄到了墓园,就希望他能入土为安,放心得走
     
    公公,安息吧
    R.I.P at 19.4.2007
     
    April 11

    无奈

    哇!!!念了五个小时的书~~~2.4~
    今晚不晓得为什么觉得那么有劲
    压力?大概是吧??
    也真的不想今年八月二十号这一天是不好过
    为什么?这天出成绩咯!!!
    看到别人在很积极地读,真的~~~压力来了
     
    其实好想去热浪岛,但无奈我没那福分~算了
    下次吧?如果还有下次~~~天知道
    对他对自己越来越没信心了~~~
    反正我不会轻易放弃就是了
    忍功进步了,大概是因为我没得选吧???
    只好就范咯~~~不然?我还能怎样?
    失望?有,但好像都开始免疫了!!!
     
    真的,要离开了~~~
    哭吧~~~哭完就没事了!
    张佩莹,加油!!!~~~******
     
     
     
    April 05

    i m back....hahahaha

    today feel that i m back le...
    confidnce of mine came back le...
    why???
    i can attempt the X lecturer's class past year question...
    altough have to refer back to the note la...
    but hor...is far better than last time listen to his damn lectures...
    wa niu...completely gong gong la..
     
    hehe....
    57 days....to go..
    and i also make my study timetable...
    now is the third day...
    trying hard to follow to it....
    and i really hope that i can stick to it le...
    da fei yheng,gambate oh....
    hahaahahahaha
    JUNE FINAL>>>>>
    i am coming le....
    wish me luck ya.....
    yippeeeeee>>>>>>>> 

      aja...aja...fighting>>>

     

    考试成功

    加油
    加油
    加油
    April 04

    无言

    无言
    生气
    懊恼
    小气
    讨厌
    没力
    放弃
    可惜
    不舍
    因为
    爱他
    好了
    气消
    又是美好的一天.....................
     
    April 02

    where am i for u???

    yaya...
    one of the reason for black face
    is i dunno where am i for u???
    yaya...almost graduate...feel worry ...for sure i know the worry..
    coz...毕业=失业
    so i try hard to accept it...n i try to be more considerate...
    but then sometime work sometime cannot...
    especially when i need a 出气筒
     
    Frankly,sometime mad until thinking of to give up...
    but at last i cant bear...so 嘴硬心软,as wat u always interpret me like this...
    yes i am...i am not a person can put thing down easily...u know right???
     
    anyway,receive ur msg last night
    u say u will try hard to find him back...
    i believe u coz u r worth to be...
    since i also rushing for my exam le...
    so at the same time u can have much time to find ur fren le...
    i hope i can meet him back...i miss him so much le...
     
    thx xiao sha always bear for me this black face...
    wish u happiness ya....
    with my dearest brother siang...
    cheers....and appreciate wat u have now...
    gambate~~~~
     
    WISH ME LUCK IN MY COMING EXAM
    U CAN MAKE IT.........GAMBATE

    忙完了...我回来了

    Finally,i finished all those events and survey,
    WOW...i can concentrate for my JUne sitting le...
    3 papers...erm...60 days to go...mean...20 days per paper..
    enough???for sure, it is NOT ENOUGH...
    but anyway i have to fully utilise it...
    coz no choice for me at this moment if i dun wan die???
     
    these few weeks really in a bad mood...
    xiao sha say me always black face,wana put some flour on my face le..
    really la...
    i really surrounding by many doubt, stress,worries...feel like i m useless again...
    forget ald my original plan,dream...who am i...suddenly feel blank in my mind...
    haiz....my dream missing...n i cant chase it back...how??? die lo...
     
    really thought that dun wan to bind by the scholarship again...
    coz feel like dun wan to involve in those events le...bu then...
    dun know how to tell parents,
    at last,still remain the situation now...
    studies,events....hopefully i can manage la...in fact i cant...
    damn pei yheng