最近常发他脾气，是他对我不好吗？并不是

是我无理取闹吗？大概是

我有控制吗？有

我有在体谅吗？开始有，现在好像没有

我该怎么做呢？不懂，别想太多，做点有意义的吧

 

对不起，我不够体谅，不够贴心！

现在开始，我选择静静了，这样比较好！

吵架！他不会跟我吵，他会避开，他只会当我的箭靶

静静地听完我在发闹骚，谢了，谢谢你忍我！

疼我，他有，他真的有，那我还不满足哦？为什么

讨人厌咯，对，就是。

 

 

最近超忙的，忙到想放弃所有的事情！

超爱旅行的我，竟然没有了那股兴奋的感觉，我很怕！

 

看到这样的自己，我很讨厌。以前的张佩莹呢？死了！！！

 

看到身边的同学都很努力的在为考试加油了！

而我呢？还在做一些有的没的

 

feel stress

time management damn poor...

i really dunno where i spent my time on...

anyway , now onwards will still in busy moment for club events...

 

APRIL,i must concentrate on my studies le...as all of them also start preparing

for final le...

 

sorry christine,i really dun wana to make u feel disappointed...

i appreciate that u treasure me but the top student really dunno

gone where le....now is a student just aim for pass le...

the minimum requirement for the scholarship .....damn suckssss....

 

where is my dream??? can i still manage to fulfill it...

my confidence died i cant wake her up le...

sorry myself especially my parents...

sorry coz they believe me i can....in fact i ald make them disappointed...

their daughter too lousy now....

 

ACCOUNTANT, feel uncomfortable to say out i want to be....

can i make it.....god knows....

14 years study life....

first time feel this kind of stress....

hate myself haven start my revision yet

hate the 2.4 financial mgt lecturer adrian tan....ho is HOP of ACCA....

u know wat...i really cant even understand what u explain there

i ask question...then ur answer is like entertain me....

and sometime u also dun know how to answer.....damn lousy also....pls la

 

scare,worries,stress,tension......around me now....

who can help me....nobody....

i have to help myself....

pls.....pei yheng help urself or else u will regret next time...

 

4th of JUNE .............