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October 05 1st rural camp training...haha,at first i thought that i will miss this opportunity again cause the camp always clash my study time de.i am alien ma haha,but then kong chih ask me go for the 2nd interview,haha i "tiong" le,i straight away go for 2nd one o...still remember i sang when they interviewed me haha,sha po!!!haha,i went for the 1st training...erm...quite sien...cause cannot 38 like i used to be in adventure club...
the discipline master so cham lo...he cannot smile or do watever to us but only "black face","sour face"
haiz...i heard from them he likes to play ard with them also b4 this.walau...is a new "attempt" for him...
anyway,i still can tahan those "discipline" la,cause in 2nd school lagi teruk la...haha...
then i become the "xue che" group...i in charge of "further studies exhibition"or "talk"
to encourage those teenagers and uncle aunty to let their children further their studies...
we need to provide the info abt uni or college and also the courses and all those "ways" to get scholarship or study loan... coz most of them will face problem in paying the damn high tuition fee for their children...this is the first reason they din send them for tertiary education.
Then,next is most of those children also dun know how important or wat id the differences afer they have a degree instead of a SPM cert.Further more,most of them din finish their 2nd school as well.They din get support from their family especially parents cause those parents only focus on how to earn money cause
this is important without this they cant survive.As a result,those parent also "hope" that children can finish school faster and help them to earn money also,right? sometime parents also dun allow children to further studies,force them to work,why?lighten their burden.
Anyway, i hope that we can correct their concept after the rural camp.I know this is ridiculous,but we can try our best,we tell those children they have to do so...they have to work harder, they have to fight for the scholarship and also the study loan,so they no need their parent to worry abt their fee.Coz they can depend on themselves.This is the best ways to help them,cause u cannot help the parents to earn more money ,but u can encourage those children to work harder.
Next mon, discussion,wed,training and have to submit the proposal for this exhibition,anyway i hope i can deal with my partners well cause i feel like i cannot join them cannot communicate wif them.BUT,this is i have to learn lo,if not,wat for i join this rural camp leh?right?
Yesterday,those senior also come to support n visit us,they share their experience thru the previous camp,they told at first also like us,dun know wat for going for the camp,but after hanging ard with other members when traning and discussion,they started to become 38 and meaningful,cause they all doing something very meaningful,right? i think so ,that y i think i will join lo...haha,different experience.
I really hope that i can gain something after this camp.I really hope.
haiz,have to prepare for the exhibition,anyway all of us have to also,we pia together ba,GAMBATE NEH!!!
XIA XIANG CHENG GONG!We wanna make the "illiterate" become lesser n lesser......this is our mission....
mission impossible 3!!!nope la,we make it possible.....sha po, i am hor!!!keke!!!
October 03 无言看了BOONBOON的留言,突然觉得自己真的很闷!
死板板的,不会变通的,不会看人脸色的,不会看风驶舵的!
唉!跟我一起好闷吧!不好意思啦!
我就是那么,改不了!哈!借口!大概是没努力去改就真!
我不善于表达,因为我怕我会错,我怕我又再一次表达错.
我不想有误会,不想再得罪人!
人缘已经不好了,最好不要再乱发表了!
虽然有人说我很能跟人讲话,陌生人很快就能谈起天来!
真的吗? 那好吗?不懂?
我啊?好象还蛮情绪化!就来都没人要听我讲话了!
因为都是废话啊!死性不改!没救了!
可悲可悲!!!!!!!!!!!!:< 疑惑每个人大概都需要别人的关心吧!
这样他才能有动力,赞同吗?
关心大概又分成很多种吧?
有温柔的;假装的;狠狠的;心不甘情不愿的;哈哈!
有些甚至是不晓得要怎样形容的.
人的身边一定要有朋友撑,挺?
有些时候,身边人关心的方式是我们自己接受不到的!
关心一个人是怎样的?不懂,不想懂?可能吧?
时常都听见;"他很关心你的,只是语气重了一点!"是吗?真的吗?
我们自己也会忽略了,以为他们是真的不关心自己,
时时都跟自己在唱反调!
有时候被人酸,被人扁的感觉很不好!
会在怀疑是我做错什么了吗?我那里做的不够好?
我尽力改好吗?往往都会听到,"不用啦,江山易改,本性难移!"
"这就是你,做回你自己吧!"
有些时候,的不到别人温柔的关心,也希望可以得到狠狠的关心!
起码还是关心嘛?好过什么都没有,对吧?
不然,他连跟你讲话的机会都没有了!
很羡慕身边有很多人关心的人,可是,天是公平的!
其实我到现在还不完全认同呗!
相信是让自己好过一点,比较容易下台!
因为只能做的就只有这!相信!
好可悲哦!完了!好象白痴哦!
竟然去到这种地步!
脾气超烂的我!跟她的关系真的就只有报告重要事情,
其他一概沟通不到!"因为你嘴巴不好,我不喜欢跟你讲话!"
难道你就不能停停别人的意见吗?
我知道我无时无刻都要尊重你!
可是你不一定对的,不一定每件事都要100%跟你的,因为我有我的办法!
我做到给你不就行了吗?
每次讲话都好象有刺的,不然就好象对墙壁讲话!
开始厌倦了,好象逃,不然死了算!
人前你不会这样,给面我吧!人后,又恢复了!
好希望每次你跟我讲话时,旁边都有人!
那你就会好声好气一点!但有时会觉得好虚伪!好可笑!好讽刺!
有时候觉得我现在过得很没意义,好象废人!
觉得很惭愧!废人!
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